Is What I Do Weird?! :( Or not! x?

It's totally natural for creative people to write songs. My wife is a musician and a music teacher so for her writing music comes with the territory, and growing up in a house like ours both my kids are creative too, naturally. In fact - even though I'm an engineer and not very creative artistically, even I have still managed to write a few songs every year of my life. IMO? Your boyfriend is an insecure controlling jerk and you would be wise to dump him. He's the one with a dead soul not you, kiddo. Move on before he causes you any further harm, there has got to be better guys than him out there.