Would you say people think im odd for being like this?

You sound normal, maybe a little more antisocial then others but normal. I'm fairly the same way and nooo not all guys want a normal girl. Lol I'm literally insane, and my bf is alright with it, he sorta likes it. Everyone likes something different and i'm sure someone will like you for who you are. Maybe just try and open up a little bit to know people and increase our chances of fulfilling that dream of a family and etc. It's not easy I know. I hate talking to random people, but if you don't you'll be waiting a looong time for someone to walk up out of the blue. <:\ But! It will be worth it once you do take a step forward! :D Best of luck to you!